_{hm, pondering if I should return to tumblr rp. .But if so, then don’t expect any nsfw roleplays with my muse.. the only one I do this with is my husbando and we see lewd moments as not important in our rps but more as a special bonus. and it deepends our character’s relationship. plus black battler is more edgy than regular one and we prefer staying ic; meaning romance never lasts long in our rps,  even when fluffy, it always gets twisted,violent and dark, even tragic. hence we decided months ago we won’t do nsfw rp on tumblr anymore but only in private. actually we made even a roleplay server on discord for this purpose.}

_{so even if maa-kun decides to be active on tumblr again, the highest thing you can expect from us is “ambiguous” or “hinted” insinuations during our interactions ic; and ooc;}

_{that being said, please know, I started roleplaying rena, when I was merely a kid which was in 2006, ever since then I stayed loyal to it and as much ic; as possible (excluding crack ofc). unfortunately however I lost over 1k of self edited rena icons last year and moreover the constant tumblr dramas made me leave this pvp platform.  peoples drama was really starting to annoy me too much that I was done with tumblr. and so my rping here died but…}

  _{nonetheless rena is more than just a fictional character to me.}

  _{she’s is and always was a part of my life. literally so since I know higurashi, roleplaying as rena helped me in so many forms nothing else ever did. that’s why even after all that years I didn’t grow tired of rping her.  thankfully even ryukishi-sama himself knows about me and how much his works means to me, he read my letter and he wrote a signed letter back to me. my husbando brought the letter back to me from finland. it made me so happy and I will cherish this forever. it’s always in my sight now.}

  _{actually, there is only one more last big dream I have and that is to work at akiba’s @home cafe. which is the best maid cafe in this world to me.}