I will not rp any lewd here on tumblr anymore.
tho, whenever I roleplay lewd in an rp with my partner of choice and rena is 18+ , I feel very uncomfortable with everyone being able to read what is supossed to be special between my rp partner and me. plus. there is a chance I make feel others uncomfortable with what I write too. so I rather not trigger anyone. I mean I have to admit that my themes are rarely lovy dovey, due to Rena’s past and it feels just more ic; to me. but here on tumblr, it’s very likely a red sign to rp such things. eventho, I had to do this for myself too..for several reasons that I rather not deliberate but…let it be known that it helps me with my own traumatic past.
Like… did you know? There was a time where I couldn’t even rp any nsfw because I just didn’t get over my doubts and all. so when I finally managed to break my icy wall I started rping it here and there, but nonetheless. I enjoy rping in general. I especially love angsty genres or psychological.

anyway, long story short: I don’t need to rp lewd things to have fun. in fact I think only rps with too much nsfw kills the fun of the rp. likewise however I sometimes feel like nsfw makes the bond strongers between characters. it depends on the story ofc. so it’s a pro/contra.stillI decided to not rp nsfw in public on tumblr anymore. Oh well,I mean… I may still rp it with yuki-chan in japanese however, because not everyone learns japanese and can read that.
in any case, I’m happy with my bf and so even within our rps, I prefer some moments to be special and private for us both.I will not write any smut, dub/non con or the likes in public anymore,I hope I do not disappoint anyone here now, but this is the final choice I made. well, in the end I don’t really care about others opinion on that anyway because I rp Rena because she’s my favorite character ever since 2006 and I love her design/personality,simply everything in every way. I don’t rp her to rp lewd after all, but just to me personally, Rena is the best character ever made.
That being said,thank you for reading it all,I hope you enjoy my tumblr, even without any nsfw themed rps. and most of all,I hope you enjoy my portrayal of Rena.
have a nice day everyone~




